words about most of my gray life

I miss having someone to share my life with.

So much has happened since you left me. I'm changing and I'm growing  so much, but it feels insignificant because I have nobody to share it with anymore. It just want someone who is proud of me. i want someone to love and support me through anything.

I though you were that person. I thought we were going to spend the restof our life together.

But I thought wrong.

After everything we'd been through together, you left me. You don't care about me anymore. you don't love me anymore. you don't feel froud of me or want to know what's happening in my life.

If you did, you would have stayed.

Instead, you choose leave me.

I don't know how I'm ever going to love or trust anybody ever again. I loved and trusted you with everything I had . You promised that you would always be here for me and that no matter what, you would never leave me.

You lied. 

I don't know how to get over this. I don't know how to heal from feeling so betrayed, abandoned , and hurt. I don't know if I'll ever truly heal from this. I think this will haunt me for the rest of my life.

I don't think ever going to feel whole again.



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